F**K IT BE YOU

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with GAIA POLLINI

Hi beautiful friends,

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We’ll set up a new conversation thread every month around the time of the Deep Workshop and online group.

Do enjoy getting stuck in and chatting.

Big love, 
Gaia

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Community Conversation
Around December 2018 Deep Workshop & Online Group
on ‘Full Aliveness’

 

30 Comments

  1. Kate

    Soooooo looking forward to our exploration together as a group with you. And to continuing my own journey of discovery, uncovering and more fully expressing all of me. World watch out! Life force coming through!!

    See you all tomorrow night.

    Kate xx

    Reply
    • John C. Parkin

      See you soon Kate,
      how very exciting, lovely lovely,
      Gaia & John x

      Reply
  2. Andrea

    Amazing! Everything resonated.

    Thank you so much!. It made remember the truth.

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    • John C. Parkin

      Andrea,
      Ooohh, I’m so pleased.
      Yes, the truth,
      Gaia (talking) & John (typing) x

      Reply
  3. Sam Anderson

    Lovely to hear you Gaia. Sorry to miss the group tomorrow however my daughter is singing in a concert at Usher Hall which I’m excited about so will content myself with the recording and look forward to connecting with everyone in the group in January Big Love Sam xxx

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    • John C. Parkin

      Ahhh, thanks Sam,
      enjoy the concert –
      and we’ll all see you and be with you in Jan,
      Gaia & John x

      Reply
  4. Rachel Kirk

    Thank you Gaia. I will listen again before this evening. Hope to be there but I’m up a Swiss mountain with only dodgy wifi so xx

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    • John C. Parkin

      Hope you can make it Rachel,
      lucky you up a Swiss mountain,
      love to you,
      Gaia & John x

      Reply
  5. Anne Thorn

    Oh wow this is so apt for me right now. I’m sitting on my sofa and before listening was feeling there is little point in living. I have given up, I’ve been trying to fill the void for as long as I can remember now, so have just given up trying. I am facing Christmas alone, no relationship, parents dead, my only child dead. I have filled the void by having dogs, which of course love me for me and give me unconditional love and need me to love and nurture them, I feel they are the only things that give me a reason to go on. I am not depressed or suicidal, just numb and most of the time just exist. There are times I feel fully alive, so I am so glad I joined this group so I can learn how to feel like that more and come out of my safe isolation and feel safe going out into the world and saying Eff it this is me.

    Reply
    • John C. Parkin

      Anne,
      You’re such a beautiful, open, loving woman.
      And we love you.
      We’re sorry it’s feeling that this for you at the moment.
      We’re just getting ready for this first online group – hope the fully aliveness feeling comes through from here in Italy, and from all over the world as people gather.
      Beaming you love and aliveness,
      Gaia & John x

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    • Valerie

      Anne, I don’t know you (yet) but my heart goes out to you. This is the best gift you can give yourself. This work is important and we do it together.

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    • Mandy

      Wow Anne what an amazing woman you are. Looking forward to connecting with you

      Reply
  6. Amanda

    Hi. This workshop was very interesting and I am looking forward to learning more. As I am currently working and living in China (originally from the U.K.) I probably won’t be able to manage the live group sessions as the time difference makes it very difficult! However, I look forward to catching up the next day.

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    • John C. Parkin

      Hi Amanda,
      Sure – you’ll get the feelings from the group, too…
      And we’re intending that here is a great place for us to chat and share too.
      Ciao ciao and love,
      Gaia & John x

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    • Anne Thorn

      How exciting, I’ve just booked a holiday to China totally on impulse, in September. Whereabouts are you in China?

      Reply
  7. Anna

    Wow! So glad I’m in this group and that I could listen to the workshop! Big waves of energy were flowing into my legs and lung, as I started to realize why I want to do, what I want to do – it was crazy! And it all makes so much sense. I’m feeling that I’m just at the start of an adventurous exploration and I am very excited to see where it leads me. Looking forward to the online group later!:)

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    • John C. Parkin

      Anna,
      Wow, that’s amazing and beautiful.
      Long may that go on.
      Hope you enjoyed the group last night,
      Gaia & John x

      Reply
  8. Anne

    Great stuff, Gaia. I am looking forward to the group meeting!

    Reply
    • John C. Parkin

      Hi Anne, be with you soon 🙂
      Gaia & John x

      Reply
  9. Row

    This – which I listened to mostly on a plane back to the Uk after yet another meeting, exhausted – was v emotional. Maybe because I had drunk some rose. Why do we use alcohol to find what we think is our life force? We had a big (birthday) party on Saturday – I was so worried about everyone else having a good time that I hardly drank or ate anything but I got dragged on the dance floor and found some life force there for 2 minutes – before running off to make sure everyone else was ok it transpired that when my aged aunt passes I will be the oldest woman in our somewhat extended family – my brother the oldest male.Apparently that puts me (not him as he lives in Oz) in charge of keeping the family together via annual parties etc from now on. Aargh more responsibility. On the other hand, do I want anyone else to be in charge?Therein lies the dilemma and the conflict always. Wanting to be looked after but always looking after everyone else and rejecting offers to be looked after. Confusion. Sleepless nights. On my way back from Gatwick now – will try to get onto the live session 🙂

    Reply
    • John C. Parkin

      And you got onto the session, lovely.
      John here by the way, Row.
      Yes, a glass of something relaxes us and that does allow the life-force out doesn’t it?
      These questions of supporting and being supported are key Gaia subjects that I’m sure you’ll be looking at with her 🙂
      Johnx

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  10. Kate P

    Hi Gaia, hi John, hi everyone,
    First, apologies to you all; I won’t be with you for the first group session, sorry to miss out on the excitement of the launch. Hope the tech holds up. Second, thanks for the workshop Gaia – powerful stuff indeed. Looking forward to talking to you tomo, and to everyone else next time round. Ciao for now, Kate P x

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    • John C. Parkin

      Hi Kate,
      We look forward to joining us for the second online group,
      Gaia sends her love,
      John (& Gaia) x

      Reply
  11. Valerie

    Thank you Gaia, you wonderful woman xx

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    • John C. Parkin

      Thanks Valerie,
      She is isn’t she? 🙂
      Johnx

      Reply
  12. Evelyn

    Hi! I’ve missed the group session but I have listened to Gaia’s recording in 2 parts yesterday. I was feeling really weepy – I’m temping at a bookshop (which is my dream job, modest dreams, huh? 🙂 and I only have a couple of days left before I’m done there and back to “normal”. I just felt so sad and left behind, disproportionately so. I’ve decided to make mince pies instead of crying and it kind of helped 😀 I’m feeling more at peace and I’m thinking about the “healthy aggression” and speaking my mind. There were several times I wanted to do that and didn’t…I didn’t want to make a person feel bad. And sometimes I end up saying things I later regret anyway…so I’m struggling with this…Looking forward to seeing the group recording <3 Anyway, just saying hi.

    Reply
    • John C. Parkin

      Hi Evelyn,
      Sorry for the delay in replying.
      We’re just back from our Christmas / New Year wandering around!
      How have you been doing over the Christmas break?
      We’re just about to put up the topics for the upcoming deep workshops (and online groups).
      We hope you’ll be able to make it for the next one.
      Ciao,
      John (& Gaia) x

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      • Evelyn

        Hi John and Gaia!

        Thank you for replying 🙂 I’m getting used to the format of the workshop… and format of January in general after December. I seem to be going from one cold to the other so I’m looking forward to being properly well.
        I was wondering if it would be possible to keep a running list of little exercises Gaia mentions in the meeting? I feel like they might be nice to revisit outside of the workshop too.

        <3

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  13. Mandy

    Wow I finally made the time to listen and watch the video of last months gathering. My heart literally burst and dissolved listening to Leoni. Beyond beautiful. Children really are our best teachers
    Thank you Ann and Jenny for sharing. I understand the difficulty of being relaxed when relaxing. I’m happy to say I’ve mastered it mostly now. I also understand the difficulty with allowing support and am happy to say I’m practicing receiving it and it’s starting to feel more comfortable. Thank fuck for Fuck it. My hearts desire is to continue to be the version of myself rather than the version of others and to be able to successfully join you all on Tuesday. Wish me luck. Love love love

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  14. Elaine Macdonald

    Just listened to the January Deep workshop. Realised my immediate close circle are people who are not like me, and my husband, sister and Dad all hold values of people pleasing, and going with the flow. I am regarded at times, although not always, as the difficult one because I will say what I want and think and am often at odds with the group be that group just me and my husband, my birth family of Mum Dad and sister and sometimes in friendship groups.
    I stand my ground but find it stressful to be odd one out all the time, to be the one who says no I don’t want to do that when everyone else is saying yes. On a good day it is ok to be me with my values, on a bad day I feel bad about myself for not just fitting in and regard myself as the difficult one too. Thank you Gaia for the thought provoking workshop.

    Hoping to join the group tomorrow, however I am in Tenerife for a month and not sure the holiday WiFi will be up to the job!

    Reply

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